it's no mushy talk

If you refer to one of the previous entries, you would find out that this is the 2nd day that the Mister is in for reservist. Now... I am too lazy to refer to any of the past years entries during his reservist period but I am quite certain that I am always fever-ish whenever the time comes. Boo to me! It's just the body's weird way of torturing me when I said I wouldn't miss him.

Case in point : We would not meet / talk on the phone when he's working the afternoon shift which relates to what is the difference between him working afternoon shifts against reservist right?

Anyways, I was almost hit by a car today. My second experience throughout my entire life.

The last time was when I was 9. A car reversed out of the parking lot suddenly while I was walking behind my family. Luckily, I managed to avoid on time. Otherwise, it might just hit me slightly above my hip.

And today, same thing happened. Wait, is this a sign of me gonna die in such a manner?! Choy! So, where was I? Oh yes, same thing happened. Crossing at the zebra crossing slowly behind a lady with my brother beside me. The car just start to reverse! Like WTF! Since when a car will reverse at the zebra crossing, right? It was reversing slowly and I thought I wanna rush while pushing my brother and the lady to the front but the DAMN thing was, the car's reversing speed increased! And I bent my body quickly sideways to avoid being hit and hurriedly jumped out of the way.

Lagi best... the car's window wasn't closed. So, apa lagi... I cursed loudly (in tudung -.-" ) and the brother ( in his army uniform) said, "Hello! LOOK BEHIND AR!" and I continued staring plus cursing. My heart hammered okay. Was so scared. Suddenly my fever gone gitu. LOL!

So no fret! Don't worry. I am still alive. Breathing through my nose which has mucus. Euw!

Getaway

In case some of you have eye problems, it is not GATEWAY.

So, off we went to JB for a day to survey some stuff and follow this particular couple shopping their necessary stuff as well. A day of food, Food and FOOD! Macam mana lah aku tak gemuk kan... Anyhoos, it was tremendously fun. The trips to 6 different locations and the games we played (the loser didn't eat the chicken up sey~!) but still! I WON! hah...

Apparently, I would love to blog about everything but I am just too tired and I hate to say this but ask me if you wanna know more. Yea it sucks, but I love having people curiously inclined to the mysteries behind Siti Suhailah.

I am UGLY today.
- My skin is getting worse till I feel like wanting to put on a paper bag on my face and walk.
- Weight is fluctuating.
- I look FAT and am FAT.

That's it. Now the pictures comes...

It's Feb already?

Yoohoo! I'm so back to blogging.
Because I am so uptight.
Cause I am very much torn apart.
Cos' I am pretty damn sure I need to blog about this.

I am not too sure whoever who misses me but yeah... heck you!
Today, the printing was much of a hassle. Itu tak betul, ini tak betul!
Last last aku yang macam nak menangis. But lucky I manage to control my emotions.
Still intact. Whatever.

Saturday, going JB.
One of the many things to do when we are there.
Nervous wreck - panic ok.

There are things which I can be sure only by this weekend (i.e. Saturday)
Let's keep our fingers crossed yea people!
For me at least.

Well, I know I am on random; just read it.
My stomach muscles pulled so tight that I forgot to breathe.
My mind raced from east to west.
My fingers trembled whenever...
So yeah, I think it is taking a toll on me... huhuhu...

Now, that's being put across... let me fill this blog up *blows dust*
6 Feb - JB
8 - 11 Feb - Lan's Reservist
12 Feb - Meet Yas & GX
13 Feb - *not-to-be-told* times 2!
14 Feb - eh... aper plan eh this day?
27 Feb - Hen's Party (APER THEME NI!!!)

K dah. I am empty now. Bye.

Did you know?

Today's breaking news...
Some girl from a polytechnic was a victim of some pervert-thieving ass.
She lost her handphone. She broke up with her bf some time before.
Next thing she knew, her "nude" photos were on her blog.
Like freaking ya!

She was suspended and man! was she ashamed or what!
The whole school knows about it.
She was posing with her br****s exposed & kissing her bf.
Poor kid. She should not have taken the photos in the first place.

Now she have to bear with the shame and also school-less.
Always always remember... handphone cameras do not have a good resolution so please.
Stop taking "photos".
It's BAD quality.

That's definitely not the moral of this. But I know you get it already. You're too smart!

duk duk

Time check! And I am still awake :)
Cause I wanna update you la sey!
Hia hia hia...

Okay, maybe tomorrow ok.
More like in a few hours time!

Our 59th

Highlight of my day!

And so, I need a vase + some floral preservatives a.s.a.p!
Thanks love.

change

I feel like I am going through this phase where nothing is enough.
For a first, I do not like this attitude.
I think there is something wrong with me somewhere.
Like there is something in my body that doesn't belong.
Dreams run wild. Mind goes wild.
Yes, it seems wild.

I know I am not making any sense but that's the whole exact point.
SENSELESS.
Is there ever such a word?
ugh.

Get a grip.